Chasing Dreams

I am very blessed in my life. I have TWO great and VERY loving parents. I wouldn't be the person I am today with them. Although they both live far away from me I know they think about me every day and would do anything for me.

I have the coolest, hands down, older brother, the best sister- in- law anyone could ask for, and the sweetest baby niece in the world!

I have many friends that love and care about me very much. I have several friends that I would even call best friends.

So, like I said I am a very lucky person to have so many people in my life that love me and care about me.

But sometimes I feel like I am lacking jut one more person. That special someone that makes your life better with them in it. The person that compliments you in every way. A companion, a mate. I know that I am young, 24 almost 25, but I wish that someone were in my life now. I am a very independant person. I have a job, well kinda two jobs, lots of friends, and hobbies. I take care of myself on my own. I like the person that I am growing up to be, but I wish I had someone to share that with. I know I shouldn't compare myself to others. But I look at some of my friends that are so happily in love it just makes me feel so lonely. I want someone to look at me like there was no one else in the world and I want to look at someone and know that I am a better person because they are in my life.

I'm tired of dating. I'm tired of playing games. I'm tired of meeting stupid immature boys. I think all of those stupid fairy tales royaly screwed me up. Is there such a thing as Prince Chaming? Or am I just chasing dreams?