Ok now where did I leave off. Oh yeah. I moved out of the hell hole I lived in for a year with JS. And moved into a two bed one bath with a girl I met online. I really didn't know anyone so that was my last resort. I know I know... you are probably saying, "why didn't she just move home?" That's a good question. I think my answer to that is that I was still in love with JS and was scared to leave him behind. During this time I came upon a little website called Myspace. Little did I know what it had in store for me. Around the middle of March I met a guy on there, for his privacy sake I'm just going to call him BB. We hit it off right away. I'm talking a week later with this guy and we are already saying I love you to each other. WTF? Right? I know super fast. But I was in love. He was the best thing that ever happened to me. We did everything together. He was my everything. Skip ahead 2 years and 9 months later. I was just about to graduate college and he still lived at home with mom and dad. Still was in school with no end in sight and I still couldn't trust him after something that happened very early in our relationship. It just wasn't enough for me. I still loved him very much, but I had to break up with him. I wasn't happy anymore. It was one of the hardest things I ever had to do. To this day I miss him, but I know in my heart it was the right thing to do.
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