"As long as you know men are like children, you know everything." - Coco Chanel
Boys suck. Suck suck suck. S.U.C.K. suck! I am SO over them. I'm tired of playing their stupid little games. I'm tired of trying to figure out what the hell they are thinking. I'm tired of waiting around for them to call when they don't. I'm just tired of it. And it's stressing me out when it shouldn't. Even writing this right now is making me tear up. And I hate that it is doing that to me. My mom is telling me to just stop. Stop trying to find a guy. Stop worrying so much about them. And I want to but... I am feeling this constant need for a companion. I miss having someone in my life like that. It has been a year and a half that I have been single. That is the longest I have ever been. Perhaps it's for the best. I really don't know.
Take for example the date I had on Wednesday. It was fantastic! He took me out to dinner, suggested we do something else, went and played pool and practically closed the bar down, then talked to almost 5:30 in the morning! We were totally into each other. He texted me both Thursday and Friday night. Then nothing at all Saturday, Sunday.... then I caved and texted him last night. He did respond though. And at the end of our conversation when we were saying our goodnights he texted "night sweetheart." Ok... is that a good thing? I dunno. I know I am trying to read way more into this than I should. But this always happens. It can never be easy huh?
Wow... I just read what I wrote and I sound like a crazy psycho chick! Lol! Ok I'm going to go for a run and calm the "f" down.
By the way... I lost another pound last week. That is a total of 6.8! Go me!
3 comments:
You just gotta remember that at this stage of your life people you date are going to already have their own lives too! Maybe he was hanging out with friends or family on the weekend, and never got around to texting you. That doesn't mean he's not into you! Let the psycho chick go and have fun with the giddy feelings of liking someone! If you feel like it, text him every day. If he doesn't like it, then he's not the boy for you. But give him more of a chance. :)
Great advice there from your SIL (I think?). Becks you can't let some stupid boys get you down! You're young and you have plenty of time! There are tons of single girl things that I never got to do because I was always with someone. In fact I realized just the other day, I've never lived by myself! I've always had a roommate. I have no idea what I would be like if I lived by myself. Would I be messy? Would my apartment be disgusting or clean? I have no idea! I've also never been on a lunch date with a guy. I could go on and on. Basically you just enjoy this time! Don't let things get you down.
I've been thinking about you, busy gal! I agree with everyone (and your own advice) - just chill out and roll. It will happen. Don't rush it.
Many congrats on the weight loss! You are rockin' it!
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